I can be so negative at times. I don't even remember how I ever turned out to be this negative. Being exposed to certain situations can make you always want to have a pessimistic look on things. Sometimes things I do, I regret. And wish they never happened. Though in time I always have an explanation or excuse. Making choices and then later being happy you did them. Yet hating something you did, possibly means you never should have done it. Listening to friends and hearing what they have to say. Listening to their opinions even if you don't think they're right. Doing the same thing as them even though you don't think it's right is stupid and shouldn't happen. Doing something to know how it feels and to experience it. But one day, something will go wrong. And it will all have gone back to what sort of situations you were exposed to.