[[°º98º°]] Everything goes on..

Feeling: torn
Let's just start from Tuesday. My dad got sort of mad at me because I was being 'short' with him. I admit that I was but I have a reason to be. It makes me mad that Pamela takes attention away from me. I admit that I absolutely hate it. I also hate that I'm a jealous person but I can't really help that. Anyway. So, I got angry with him and I just decided to go in my room and cry. Yeah. I'm a big baby. But no one cares. So anyway. He comes in there and tries to like be funny and push me and everything. Of course that made me even more angry because he kept asking me stupid stuff and I couldn't really talk because I was crying and you know how it gets when your throat just goes all weak and shit. So, I tell him to leave me alone and eventually after a couple minutes he finally leaves me alone. I was mad at him. I had every right to be. So, Tuesday night I decided that I would stay over at my mom's house because I had nothing better to do anyway. She came and picked me up a little after 3:00PM. We went over to her house and I actually had an alright time. It was kind of boring as always but I got to see my dog so that made me sort of happy. I slept late like always. But it's summer so it doesn't matter anyway. We didn't do much for the beginning of Wednesday but my sister came over so we decided to go swimming. Well, I wasn't really planning on it but my mom and my sister pushed me in the pool. So, oh well. We went back to my mom's house and had dinner. Then my mom brought me home after I had dish duty. Lol. Okay. So, today. I got up around 12:00PM because I didn't feel like dealing with Aristo asking me if he could get on my computer. The longer I sleep the less time he has to be online. Lol. Anyway. I got up and went to take a shower because my hair was dirty from going swimming. My dad knocks on the door and asks me what I was doing. What the hell do you think I'm doing? Having a fecking tea party? Rofl. I think not. So, he let Pamela use his SUV to go across the river so she could see her mom. Luckily she brought Aristo with her. My dad had to flea bomb the house because of my dog. Even though she doesn't live with me anymore, there were like tons of fleas. But anyway. I ended up going to work with my dad. I was there from like 2:00PM until 10:00PM. I am so not used to being on my feet for that long. But I got used to it after a few hours. Heh. I think I'm ready to go to bed soon. My feet hurt and I can't really think that straight. I'm sort of mad but I think I need to think that over. I'll figure everything out tomorrow. I can't really even think right now. Only the music is keeping me alive..but everything will eventually go on..
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that sucks
[Anonymous]
hey, havnt talked to you in a while.. just thought id drop by and say hello
[Anonymous]
you seem pretty cool too, and your header pic rocks btw =)
[Anonymous]
how did u meet shea? nd ithink you should tell ur dad realli calmy that hes negelcting you and that you dont like pamela i think he'll understand but im not sure...i hope everything goes ok! (how do you change the colors of your font like the blue nd bold enevtually??)
yes u added me..im glad ur learning to live with her nd i hope it works out :)! thank you for the code!!!
yeah
[Anonymous]
yeah... annexarmy
[Anonymous]
Thx! lol