[[°º157º°]] Would I be the same?

by imperfection
Feeling: rejuvenated
I've been thinking a lot lately. Would I be happier if I was still with him? Would I still be the same person I was almost six months ago? Would our relationship be strong or beginning to fall apart? Would we be completely different or still exactly alike? I really feel like hanging onto him does me no good. But then I think about summer. Will it be different when he gets out of school? I'm not sure really. Sometimes I wonder how different we truly are now. I wonder how much we've grown apart yet I still love him so much that it hurts me every single day. I complain too much about him but I just can't help it. I loved him more than anything. I still love him more than anything. I really do.
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Pondering on the past fucks with the future.. Learned that the hard way, its best to move on, even if that means being single.. I'm single, sure its not the best.. the ocational cuddleing withdrawls and such.. The best way to get over someone is to replace them, like with me, I have a love gap from my ex, has yet to be filled.. needs to be filled, Love fucks people up.. But my advice to you is to move on, try to find someone else.. just a thought
Geeze girl.. try not to ask yourself questions like that. Asking yourself that stuff and even thinking about stuff like that will just put you down and get you depressed. You shouldn't have to think of what would have happened.. it just shouldn't be there.. so try your best not to think that way, so you wont be all blah! *hugs* ~mel
[Anonymous]
i kno how you felt for him....we've talked before, and it's hard to fathom a love that deep. but dont let it control you, you're still the person, and it's just an emotion, i haven't seen you in awhile, we gotta talk again haha. bye hun
wats up? im just bored. well l8er
[Anonymous]