I will always love him. I seriously will. No matter how many times I cry over him, I can never stop loving him. He means so much to me still and I don't know what I would do if I couldn't talk to him anymore, even as a friend. I wish things weren't the way they are right now. I wish we still talked every day like it was over the summer. I miss summer so much. Everything was so perfect and he was all I wanted. I couldn't have asked for anything more. It's the weirdest thing how attached I am to him over such a short amount of time. Every little thing reminds me of him and it used to make me happy but now all it does is make me cry. I worry about him constantly and I wish I wouldn't but eventually everything will calm down. Mike, I still love you with all of my heart. I always have, and I always will. One day we'll meet and everything will be perfect like it used to be..