Today was a good day. I wasn't stressed out and I enjoyed laughing with my friends. I really did. I realized that it's much better to be happy. Not only mentally but physically as well. It's hard for me at times to be happy, but I realized --- sometimes it's hard for everyone. The world isn't against me. Some days are just harder than others are. I didn't do anything today. I stayed outside and just enjoyed the sun. It was really nice out --- breezy and all. In a way I want spring to come but only if it will basically stay like it was earlier today. I don't want the humidity of the summer. I really don't. I won't have to worry about summer for a few months but time has been flying by so fast and it will be here before anyone knows it. Yesterday I think was one of the hardest times in my entire life though. I found out that a person I am very close with is really sick. It was difficult for me to accept and it still is. I just want to stay strong and confident for him as much as I can because I love him very much. Colin, you are a guy I look up to and I know you will get better and one day --- maybe not today --- but we will be together. Just so I can hug you and tell you that I'm always here for you. Don't forget that. I don't have much else to say. I'm happy that I've been updating more. I think it helps to get people's advice on things that are going on in my life. I think you all have made me less stressed out. Thank you all! Love you. =)