[[Â°Âº93ÂºÂ°]] </a>Damn song..

[[Â°Âº93ÂºÂ°]] Damn song..

by imperfection on May 29th 2004, 12:00AM

Feeling: used

I hate how some songs make me all upset and stuff. Yet I still listen to them. It's weird how someimes I actually WANT to be upset. I never really noticed it until recently. Oh well. I told Jake that I would go back out with him, but I don't know if I should or not. I mean, it's like. I don't want to go back out with him if I don't think it's going to make me happy. I think the only reason why I was considering it was because I felt bad. He got so upset and I just felt horrible. But he'll get over me so quickly and I know it. I don't really know what to do. I just don't want to feel obligated like I did before. And hurting him is not what I want to do. I already did it once.. Off to happier subjects. Lol. My last day of school is on Tuesday. I can't wait for summer. I just want to be able to sleep late and hang out with all of my friends. I don't really have anything else to say. I want to go to bed but then I don't. It's too early..

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what girlfriend?

[Anonymous]

Thanks :) You rawk too! The Beatles are an awesome band..Thanks for the comment ^_^

~*~*mle*~*~

i'll be home sometime mondayy

you make the hearts by sayin..

& hearts ;

but with no spaces

i love yaaaaaaaaa

♥

Not too much, I've got craploads of family over for Memorial day...which is great and all because they all think I'm a manic depressent hooked on all these different drugs....the joys of family getogethers...

How about you?

O geeze you have school? On memorial day? that sucks....at least you're getting out tuesday which is awesome.

I'm pissed at all my friends too!! Because they're all being total bitches!!

I hope things work out with your friend..

~*~*mle*~*~

thanks. :) it's ani difranco.

thanks for the comment

[hellbent4pleasure]

yeah its & hearts ;

with no spaces.
my last day of classes is the 11 then a week of exams.

miss you lots

love youuu

♥

yeah i love the beatles...obviously lol. yesterday is a beautiful song though. its one of those where u can listen to it when ur sad and ur ssadder or when you're happy and you an actually get happier. it's just beautiful

and you shouldnt go back out with him just because you feel bad. it'll just end up worse. trust me. just try to be his friend.

LoveLaurel

[daytripper]

yes i happen to have aim
my sn is: innocentevil36

yea i have aim my sn is bEhiinDmySmiile...

[mooy4]

I'm rather straight edge myself, despite my family thinking I'm hooked on drugs...I don't do drugs or drink or even smoke cigarettes lol. I would get mad at that too..

Hope things work out!

~*~*mle*~*

my last day is on thursday, god it will be good to be out of that prison for a whole summer.
aww, sorry about the boy problems.

[spinthebottle]

YOU DID THE HEART GOOD JOB LOVE

hehe your a HOTTIE MC HOT HOT

♥ ♥

im sorry about that but i think you did what would least hurt you

[athletic4life]

lol yea damn straight billy is hot...too bad hes like 9 or 8 years older...age aint nothing but a number tho..lol..as if but yep bright eyes is the shit!!! oh by the way, hey!

[pinktoenails]

songs make me upset too, i actually cry everytime i hear some songs, the song "pretty girl" by sugarcult makes me cry everytime i hear it because it reminds me of what this guy did to me.

[dementeddreams]

this is in continuation to my last post.

When you feel obligated, or bad or anything, and that makes you consider dating someone, bad idea, even if you have before and hurt them, and want to fix it, if you really dont wanna be with them, dating them cause you feel bad isnt gonna make them feel better, cause in the end you will break up, and that person will be hurt more, chances are, i hope you like my adivce, get back to me, please.

i cant wait for summer either!!!! i have until june 14th though. i totally agree about some songs making you upset. sometimes when im already upset, i listen to those upsetting songs, and makes it worse. i have no idea why.

i heart you a lot

♥

hi i came across ur diary nd its realllli coool!! check out mine! Mooy4....anywayz i agree about the songs nd i like emo so its ok nd my friends nd i are goin thru ruff times so sometimes the songs fit my mood..watever lol chek out my diary!

awesome thanx...i'll try it out

i added u to my friends list as well

=)
-lindy

[blackmelody]

i miss you too dixie!!!!!!!

i heart you

♥

wtf it left my comment twice??

just read one of them then =P

thanks. it;s my sister at the beach. she scanned it and turned to a grayscale picture, i just thought it looked like one of those pictures in a magazine.

[randombeauty]

hmm, thanks for commenting, correct you are. funny things, and funny things from a funny guy you say? sure

onto what you wrote, Tip:Whoever jake is, mind if i call him a whore? ok, so whore aint worth thinkin about, no guy is, well the odd one is, chances are he's like most guys, will get over you quick, and dont worry about him bein horrible, he'll be ok after a lil while, just make sure you have what you want, dont feel obligated.

indeed they are =)

[stalker]

Thanks for commenting! Your journal is pretty wicked too!

**Chelsea

hmm, and you dont want him calling you all the time? and alright, ill add you also.

well thats a toughie. i think u shouldnt give him false hope, and he'll get over it definately...i have a guy problem of my own so if u get a chance could u possibly go check out my entry?thanx in advance and btw...we got out on the 27th...i love summer :)

haha thats awesome...i comment in urs just as u did mine...yes contradictions are awesome...thats what i was goin for. thanks i like urs too..that guy is hot

haha yes quite humorous. rancid kicks ass ;)

[taraluvspunk]

i know me too i miss you a lottt.

♥

Hey, I don't mind being added to your friends, I'll add ya too! Yes, I do have AIM, my s/n is funanddeath, hope to talk to ya. I'm glad you like the header!

**Chelsea