He's never here anymore. NEVER. I haven't talked to him since like Wednesday of last week. Do you realize how hard that is? It's like the hardest thing I have ever had to go through in my entire freaking life. I hate just sitting here and crying and looking at myself in the mirror and wondering why he isn't here. And where is he? I just. I don't understand. I talked to his cousin Cody last week. He said that Mike has been really depressed because their grandfather is sick. He said that Mike hadn't even been staying at his house and he didn't know where he was staying. But he guessed that he was just by their grandparents house. Mike told me that he would get his phone in like a week. And I talked to him on like Wednesday of last week, so I don't know what's going on there. Whatever though. I'm just so sick of wondering where he is and why he isn't here. It makes me so sick to my stomach to cry over and over every single day when I get home from school. Someone save me from all of my misery.. I still love him with all of my heart and I always will..no matter how many times I cry..