It's raining really hard right now. I don't know what I'm going to do today. My dad said that we were supposed to clean but I don't know if I feel like doing that anymore. My dad's stupid girlfriend, Pamela, comes back tomorrow. I really don't want her to because I don't even like her that much. She went to New York with her son because she thought that he would do better in school than he was doing here. Not to mention that her and her son were living in MY house. I hated it. I can't stand her for more than one reason. But the main reason isn't actually her fault. She just takes attention away from me and I hate it. Like, when she was around I NEVER got to hang out with my dad by myself, she always tagged along and I hated it. I guess that's basically why I hate her so much but oh well. My dad doesn't seem to care and I know he would choose her over me any day. I've already had the experience, so I know for a fact that he'd choose some stupid woman that he hasn't even known for two years over his OWN daughter. Maybe I should get over it because I know she makes him happy. But. I just can't get over what he told me a long time ago. He got really mad at me because I wouldn't get along with Pamela, so he said that I had ONE WEEK to straighten up my act or I would have to move in with my mom and I couldn't take my computer. Of course I straightened up my act, I can't live without my FREAKING computer. Shea like, begged me to be nice because he knew that if I had to move in with my mom, that I would never get to talk to him again. I basically did it for him instead of doing it for myself. Anyway. I wish I had something to do today instead of just sitting here and listening to music. It's nice to relax but sometimes it gets boring I guess. I'm supposed to go to New Jersey this summer with my sister. For like a week I think. It should be pretty fun. I've never been there. My sister said that there's a lot of haWt guys there but I have a boyfriend so what do I care? Lol. I can't think of much else to say. I feel like downloading music but I don't know what to download. Oh well. I might write later if I can think of something to say. Later. ^_^

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