A great musician once wrote a song "about 8th chances and 9th chances and probably chances into the double digits" And I never really appreciated this song untill I found that I'd be devastated by losing the love I share with a very special person. I mean huge, Immensely special person. Any person that has the patience and understanding to deal with all my baggage and bullshit is truely a special person and more than something to hold onto, NO MATTER WHAT. my actions of late have been those of....hmmm....a complete ass? that sounds about right. I feel greatfull that There hasnt been a complete parting of ways. No amount of sorries or hallmark cards and flowers could ever make up for the things I've done, But I'll try anyway because losing the love of your life is never an option...so wherever you are tonight Kate, and even if these words are never seen by your eyes... I Will always love you unconditionally, and will never ever, ever EVER give up on that. and with that said, I've got to get going.