What a weird wild world we all reside in. All these people trying so hard to hold onto a moment that has passed you by. Trying so hard to endlessly please those around them, without taking time to make themselves happy. Funny thing is, when you do start doing things for yourself and not everyone else, it usually pisses people off. But I've come to learn that no matter what you decide to do in life, someone will always disagree with it, someone always gets hurt, and someone will always take opposite sides. The only thing one can do is accept it and move on. Kim and I have become extremely close, and also very intimate in the past few days. There is a degree of strength and support we gain from each other. There is an open and honest connection we share. I woke up this morning thinking I honestly have fallen in love with this woman, And she's told me the exact same thing right back. I love how we interact together, and how we are always finishing each others sentences. I love the way that if the opportunity should arise, we will visit with each other at work. I love how she makes me feel when she calls me just to say hello. It's not a matter of wanting to become a better person for her, it's more that she just brings out the best of who I already am. Some people in the world are against the idea of this relationship, others have hurt feelings over it...but such is life. You want to make an omellette, you've got to break a few eggs. I still have those days where I remember so many happy memories with Kate. But, it just wasn't meant to be...Sometimes I feel depressed about it, But it's all part of putting it in the past. The love we shared and the memories never go away, only the warmth of what we shared fades over time. Being sad and thinking up memories are all just part of recovering from any long (or maybe even short) term relationship. Whats nice about those days, where I'm feeling kind of down and almost living in the past, Kim totally understands and asks me if I'd like to talk about it...somedays I do...others I say, not today. But whats more is her complete understanding of it all, she dosent get jealous that even though I have such strong feelings for her, I still have lingering feelings for Kate as well. She just reminds me that shes here for me no matter what, and tells me that over time things will get easier, and she's absolutly right...She is such a Beautifull person. I'm glad we found each other. Well, in other news I'm going on tuesday to get my new tattoo's...free, as I did a liner change for my tattoo guys pool...I'm going to stick with the dove theme, as I have 7 of them on my back...this time they will be running down my arms. Thats about all I can think to write about for now. One Love.