Easter Sunday, the most beautifull day I've had in such a long-long time. Not just the good things that seemed to come together, but even the day itself...simply stunning. I did something today, a breakthrough, possibly. I made the first move toward an appology. See, during the last 11 months, maybe more/less. If Kate and I were fighting I would just blow up and shut down for days. Waiting for her to appologize usually for the way I acted out. She asked me what I've been doing for 2 months? and told me she was surprised to hear from me. I did try to call her before my admittance but received only her voicemail and no reply. Before the calls end today, she told me she missed me. And I replied "I miss you too". I also told her why I'm here (at the VA hospital) for treatment throughout our talk. And appologized that she had all these months past of my crap to put up with, I told her I'm sorry she had to be the one to get caught up in all this. I was thanked for my appology. At this point we are on the path to friendship allthough I feel more of a connection to her. Is it because I'm comfortable with her? Or is it the love we once shared? Only time will tell. And only time and treatment can heal my wounds. "There is a lot of past, present and future to learn from." When do I start learning from my mistakes?