Today is wednesday, Right now I am drunk. Friday was the last day I talked to Kate. Oh, boy, I fucked up again. I can't even think of what to say on the phone today. Yesterday I bought and set up a slip and slide. It was 50 out but crazy me, trying to relive some childhood memories decided it would be a good idea to actually use it. So I did, I almost forgot how much fun a slip and slide can be. As cold as it was, it was such an awesome time. Kids from all over the neighborhood were comming over and asking to take a slip on my slide. Sometimes I just love being so childish and cutting loose with random acts of fun. Today I felt so artistic I painted the front porch purple...well thats just the primer, The actuall color is going to be burgundy. I also started working on an art project involving a bonsai tree. not much else to write about because I'm such a selfish asshole that just hurts those around me....so I'll sign off for now.