So I'm at work this morning, or rather headed to the job site. And my phone rings...and there she is. I could tell just by the ring of my phone who was calling, and I thought to myself...holy crap. So Kate is telling me she just got out of work, and just wanted to say hi, But by the tone of her voice...I came to three possibilities: (1) She was just really tired. (2) There was more she was calling me for. (3) Calling me was just an accident. I entered a dead zone and the phones cut out. Upon re-entering a servicable area, I returned her call and again we exchanged hello's. And I told her that my entry "all just stuff", was not an entry looking for pity. And I am right, it was just venting stuff floating in my head....that is what these journals are for right? And she said she knew that...I then returned to my working duties. Also at work hours later, I get a text message from a Stephanie Lak...an ex girlfriend from 4 years ago. Seems she came across my number from an old mutual friend I ran into a while back (2 months maybe), Steve...A kid I basically grew up with. Steph has called me from time to time since she got a hold of my number. But for the most part I avoid her calls as this is a girl that ran off with a really close friend of mine while I was away for a summer of army training. She broke my heart and showed no remorse...Now she wants to play catch up and see what I'm up to. She invited me to her place for a small get together with some of her friends. She wants to talk. I'm guessing here, but it sounds like a serious talk...the kind broken couples make when wanting to hook up again. If this is the case, she can take a walk....I'm not going back down that road. One can only go forward, never backwards. Or I could be wrong, maybe she wants to ask me why after she cheated on me and crushed me, I went and slept with her best friend and worst enemy....Well, my answer is...She bragged to everyone about how good I am in bed...so these two girls got curious, and knowing word would get back to her who I was doing....Of course I went along with it. I figured it was the best way to send her a message that, I'm the best your ever going to have (physically and emotionally) and you just walked all over me. So I am going to her place tonight...ready for anything. Holding all the cards and being my own master...Tonight She is my slave. Between my enlightened little Haiku thing about Kim this morning, and now Getting to finally tell Steph what she did to me, and she can't every appologize for it...I feel like I am doing a wonderfull job staring down my demons, and letting go of that which truelly dosent matter. Today, I own the world.