The last few days I have been spending time with Alexis (Kim's youngest daughter). We have so much fun together. Yes, Kim and I are back together. She broke things off with Bob almost a month ago, I guess she weighed out what we had together and what they had together. And saw more of a future with me. So she finally spoke up to him and broke it off, after which she called me to come and talk to her, and talking for a little while, and just spending time together lead to us getting back together. I'm not sure what it is between us that works, and neither is she...I think it's the strength we draw from each other, the understanding and being able to just open up to each other. I love her for being able to just tell what kind of day I had or how I feel by just looking into my eyes briefly. I love her strength for not letting me run. I used to be a runner, but now I find myself wanting to stay put. I feel like I have a family of my own now. I love being able to provide for them, and take them out on roadtrips on the weekends. A few weekends ago we all went to Clarks Trading Post for the day, the kids loved it. and I havent been there since I was about 4 years old. This weekend we are all going to one of the last drive ins around to catch a few movies(saturday night), and then Rockport (my absolute favorite place in the world!) sunday morning for a day trip. My sister had my neice this past monday...so now I am uncle Paul. Lily (my neice) is gorgeous! Having children in your life is something I've never imagined would be this amazing!