I love checking in on here, and writting about how I feel and whats going on. But what I like the most is how many people out there who dont know me, leave me such negative comments. If anything it fuels me to just keep being positive and keep on writting about myself. I guess any normal person would just go ahead and make their journal private, but not me I'm too strong to care what the world thinks about me....the world will never know me anyway. My name will never be in any history books, and very few people will enter my life and try to actually get to know me before passing judgement. If the worst that can happen to me is to be condemed for who I am, then so be it. I can live with that. whats that old saying? you laugh at me because I'm different, but I laugh at you because your all the same. I laugh at every negative comment some stranger goes and leaves me. You throw your waves of negativity at me, but I am the rock they break upon. I love Kim, We are at this point inseperable...not just physically, but all around. There are plenty of people around us, that disagree with our relationship and try to come between us. It just dosent happen. There is too much understanding and strength between Kim and I that at the moment nothing can tear us apart. Who knows where this relationship is going, We can't tell the future, we can't promise forever. But who in this world really can. If you think about it, forever is a promise nobody has any right to make...to say you love someone forever is almost like lying right to their face, ask any divorced couple. There are so many outside factors that play a part in a relationship, there are so many times in a persons life when they feel the need to change. Forever is not a part of human life, the only thing you can do is live for today. Today is the only promise you can keep. Today, I am happy and energetic, tommorow I might be sad and exhausted...Today I have a loving and flourishing relationship with Kim, Tommorow we might just fall apart for whatever reason. Sieze the day, because tommorow may never exist.