Listening to: Dane Cook - Retaliation
Feeling: pissy
So I love my fuckin job, But I hate that I make not even enough money to get myself back and forth to work between paychecks. I spend my money on nothing else but getting myself back and forth to work. It's pretty bad when you work 40+ hours a week and I haven't eaten in 3 fucking days. It's fucking pathetic....I really feel that as much of a great opportunity I have to start a career doing something I love, I just can't afford it right now.
Now granted I do drive a ford explorer...and gas prices are pretty high right now. But even if I had a new car, between Car payments insurance and gas...I'm still just working so I can get to work. again, It's fucking pathetic.
How does anyone in the state of massachusetts make a living, when the cost of living is so friggin expensive? renting...one bedroom apartment $900 a month, fucking insanity!!
I have two kids to help take care of, and I can't even afford to get myself back and forth to work between paychecks...how useless can one feel? It's a fight not worth fighting, its useless...it's no use working a full time job and not having ANYTHING left over to even feed the children with. Like I said, I havent eaten in 3 days...but I've been working! It's not worth working to death so that you can just have enough money to get you back to work for the next week and a half, and then go broke 3 days before you get paid again. I'm fucking disgusted!!!
(and just venting)
l8ers ~Tiffany~