schedule

Listening to: none
Feeling: worthless
This is the schedule I've been living by for the past 5 weeks. Which I'm pretty sure is why I'm feeling very tired, sore and worn out. 0430 - wakeup, shower (if there is water to do so), shave and brush teeth. 0530 - do routine maintenance checks on my 5 ton dump truck. 0630 (yes is takes roughly an hour to do maintenance checks) - Leave for a 2 hour drive into Iraq 0830 - usually the time we arrive at the job site. 0830/1200 - Work work work 1200 - 15 minutes for lunch 1215 - work work work 1700 (or 5 pm for all non-military readers) - Start the drive back to camp. 1900 (7pm) - wait in insanely long line for really shitty food containing a handfull of hairs and insect parts. (if I could stop eating altogether, I would). After dinner I try to just crash, My energy is running on E (for empty, sorry no drugs out here in the middle east) I havent written any letters in almost a month, I feel so horrible. Kate, I love you to death I just cant keep my eyes open at the end of the day. Phone usage is extremely limited lately, either I dont have time to make the call or the phones are down. I live this schedule 7 days a week. I'll try to get on here and write another entry at some point. Good night, I'm going to bed.
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you are online RIGHT NOW and so am I! (I know this because you JUST left me a note)

I wish you were on AOL IM, then I could say hello!

I love you!
and now that I've actually read the entry (instead of just telling you that we're online at the same time), I would like to say:

Don't worry about not calling or writing. Sure, I love hearing from you in ANY way that I can, but I'd rather you get your proper rest and feel the best that you can while you are over there. I love you, and stay safe and well.

xoxoxoxxxxxx
PS: sorry about the bugs and hairs, that really does suck. I hear your ma sent you some microwavable meals in the mail (not sure exactly what that entails, but it's gotta be better than bugs and hairs!)

What's BETTER though, is the fact that in just a few short months, we will be eating TOGETHER, you and I. We will eat lots of spaghetti that I make, and lots of eggs that you make. Hehehe. And when we learn, some SUSHI that we made ourselves.
yesh u look lyk batman!! lol
yesh u look lyk batman!! lol
look- up n the sky. its a bird, its a plane, its... wait wut the hell is that?? lol
look- up n the sky. its a bird, its a plane, its... wait wut the hell is that?? lol
yes, you always manage to put a smile on my face with your notes.

I love you.

xoxxx