Feeling depressed, Stressed, Panic attacked and my mood swings faster than my aggravated fists. And you want to call it quits....I almost want to say you go right ahead. Cause I'll still be here painted in my own corner of my useless and pathetic existence. If your that unhappy, just go...move on and dont worry about me anymore. But by all means, keep in mind...That I'm sick, you stop living your life for 14 months, you go live in a foreign land where everyone wants you dead, and then when all is said and done try comming home and finding where you fit in, deal with the thoughts you think of when you fall asleep. I imagine you might be somewhat depressed everytime things started going wrong, everytime things just constantly seem to spin out of control...when you realize there is no hope of recovering the person you used to be and cant find the way to move on and be completely happy anymore....just fuckin go if your that goddamned unhappy.