What is the fucking deal?!?!?!? DAwn got mad cause I joined yahoo and chatted with her cause I was bored? Hell, at least it wasn't cause my last relationship failed like 5 days ago!! I busted my ass to become a good guy, so that a lucky lady would have a good, strong, whole man, and she is pissed cause I talked to her cause i was bored?!?! Its better than not talking to her cause I'm at the bar picking up some chick to fuck for an evening, right? I mean, a lot of guys do it, think I don't wanna go have some fun? But no! I was doing my best to do right by the Lord, and to myself. And she blew up on me over that! I think that she is trying to sabotauge the relationship sometimes!! Does she think that it dosen't bother me reading teh posts that she left Aaron when she was on here as Live2Love? And to think that we have been saying that the song 'Broken Road' is our song, when she and him danced to it on some deserted road. Makes me wonder that was the time that they did it on the hood of his mustang! Fuck!! All of the songs that carry memories for me, most of the stories that are tied to a relationship, almost all of the people I have been intimate with she has no knowledge of.....She's even met a couple of them, and dosen't have a clue. Here I am feeling like I've got competition all around! I swear, if it wouldn't make me look like a fool to everybody that I've bragged about this girl to, I'd SO let her have it.....But I really would like this to work, and all in all it isn't a really big deal. But she makes a mountain out of a molehill, and I'm not, and that kinda makes me jealous. Hell, I'm just tired.....I'm sure that tomarrow I'll beel a lot better about all this. L8R!!