Listening to: Guns and Roses - Civil War
Feeling: terrified
I'm sorry I haven't written much recently, I'll try to do better. Things have just kinda been wierd lately. I am having a hard time getting my thoughts and feelings out in an understandable manner. It isn't very often that I cannot put into concrete words what is happening with my life, but the words are hard to come right now.
I have feelings of love, distrust, hatred, pessimissism, hope, joy, its all there, just a few more now than usual. And a few more negative ones that I don't usually have to deal with. It's all good.
I'm leaving this evening to stay with a friend in Lafayette and I have to fly out to a rig first thing in the morning....ehhh, I'm glad to get back out, even for just a few days. It'll help clear my head, and cleanse my body and soul.
I am really excited about my trip back though. I am going to go stay with a friend of mine from one of my old rigs, that I used to work on. Gonna be VERY cool! He quit the rigs to open his own business, and when I talked to him today he was just crazy busy, and doing very well. I can't wait to see him again, and meet his wife and baby. He and I are planning on breaking out his guitar and my harp an gettin' down. Gonna be good times.
Anyhow, I'll update when I get back in....peace out ya'll!
Take care, and God bless.
Riggy
You will be fine.