Okay ya'll, ya'll know a pretty good deal of the stuff that has gone down in the last month or so. Things really hit the fan between justadream and I lately, and we have decided to break all communication. Period. I cannot say that I like this, because I honestly feel like I can help her get to where she needs to be, but she has decided that that will not happen either. I have listed everyone that has posted frequently as a friend, and made my diary private. There are a few reasons for this. I don't want my ex to be tempted into checking out what's happening in my life......been stalked before, won't let it happen again. Everyone on my list I trust to keep what I put on here private - if it does not work that way, then my SitD will disappear. If ya'll would like to email with me, post your email, and I'll save it and delete your comment. I wish things would not have come to this, I want to be friends with everyone, and really don't see any reason to hide anything. But unfortunately such is life. I have developed some cool friends here and don't want to lose all of ya'll. Should I find that my information or postings are getting around AT ALL, I will never speak to anyone that I'm not already emailing again. Period. Sorry to sound harsh, but that is just how it has to be now. Ya'll take care and God Bless.