I cannot believe anything that Dawn says. Just last weekend, when I was out with her at the dancehall, she said that anytime she goes out to the bar she always dresses really conservatively, always in polos and stuff. never anything to get a guy's attention. Just now on the phone, she was telling me about how she and Brandi were joking about Brandi wearing a spaghetti strap shirt, saying that this time dawn needs to cover up some so Brandi can get some attention. She lied to me about what was in her SitD private entry.....she told me a couple of nights after she wrote it what was in it, while she was sleeping and talking, and I asked, because I knew she was lying. That really hurts. The feelings that I have had for her have been so strong, I'd have done anything for her.....to be dealt this. I wonder what else she has lied to me about, or not told the truth about. A few months ago, she went to the Pub when she said that she wasn't going to do that. And then waited a week to tell me about it, because I was offshore. And when I expressed some frustration, she said that I was lucky that I told her anything, her mom had told her to just not tell me....to out and out lie. She is going to grow up to be just like her mom. All of the stuff that frustrates her so much about her mother, she does also, albeit on a smaller scale. That is just how it works, we end up like our parents. Lord help me, I actually ended up a lot more like my grandpa...although I kinda like it. And I talked to her this evening. Maybe now it is actually over. In a way, I hope so. I confronted her about the lie that she threw out about her SitD private entry. She pretty much cracked. Said how could she tell me when it was bad stuff about me. I told her it was a lot worse having her lie to me and catching her after all the chances that I gave her to come clean. Told her about how I haven't trusted her at all since then, and very little before.