Listening to: Gackt - Mizerable (Into the Water mix)
Ahaha. Ha. Ha. Ha. I like this mix, it's really nifty and nice. Mostly instrumental but he screwed around the placement of his chorus' and stanzas as well. Mawaru mawaru... blah blah... naka de watashi wa... les miserables. Er yeah. I know the lyrics just not how to spell them so I'm not going to write them out.
God, I had one of the worst sleeps ever last night. I went to 'bed' at 12:30 and didn't end up getting asleep untill quite a ways after 3:00 am. Thats always fun.
I still have no idea what I'm going to wear to Nik's party and Andrew-teme isn't helping at all. On top of all this I am also getting sick. (Sneeze x4)
Nik told me last night that Cavell invited Cass. And that Cass was trying to convince Nik to invite Tes. I told Nikki that if Tes was going I was not.
I guess that, yes, my thoughts of Tes have turned completely bitter but thats probably because she screwed me over so bad. It's even worse that no one really knows what went on and that no ones inquired about it. Actually, I'm kinda glad no one has. It's a long, confusing story to tell.
But what makes it even worse is that Tes is all like "Give me another chance, I'm changing!" Dude, no matter how much you change you'll still be the same and you'll still treat me the same. I've had enough of being walked over and I'm not gonna be your bitch so screw you.
Uhg, that just makes me really mad. I guess I kind of pride myself on being who I am. Well not exactly who I am. More like what I am. I mean come on, a ton of teenagers out there have bad lives, do drugs and have sex. Thats not me at all. I'm kind of happy with my 'life'.
(Music Change: Gackt - Nine Spiral)
This is one of his... heavier?... songs. His voice is alot more throaty and he almost... almost screams. It's like the Backstreet Boys suddenly going... Good Charlotte. I don't know. I can't compare English music anymore. It's funny 'cause all my friends are like "You are sooo weird Amanda" and I'm like.. "Duh?"
Anyways... I did get some of my ISU done. My summary and one of the excerpts. I have another excerpt and a personal response to do. But I still have 6 days so I'm not worried. It'll get done. What makes me happy is that after my english ISU I don't have any more.
Actually, I'm kinda worried about my drama preformance.
(Music Change: Gackt - Oasis)
I'm doing it with Laura and we're the only group of two in the entire class. This is probably a good thing, considering we'de probably steal the show from the rest of our group members. But we haven't even got the script done although Laura says she's got a scene or two completeed I still haven't seen it.
Oh! I was looking in the college courses last night while mom was on the computer and I found out they offer a course for Japanese! But the thing is you have to be 18 or older and 'general interest' students need to be 16 or older. I asked what a general interest student was but my parents didn't know.
Once I'm eighteen, if they still offer that course I'm taking it, thats if I don't already know Japanese. Since I know a few things now. But I've been slacking off, I admit. The same with my writing.
My god this entry is long. If you've read all this then please comment! I really appriciate them!
~Ja.
SOPO (Who's hip still hurts.)
-Andoo.
Then I wear dark snowpants (wanna be able to see my legs if I get stuck head first into a snow bank) and a purplish coat.
And I don't buy my clothes btw.
I started wearing a lot of black when I was 9 because...Well, that's all I could find.
And eventualy people just started giving me a lot of black clothes thinking I liked it. Which I now do. ^_^
btw, this is a continuation from comments in last post.
Not going if someone else is...
Well, I'm not much of a social person who goes to partys a lot.
But I would think you could just ignore the person...
However, my idea of a party is sitting in a corner with a cup of punch, and giggling at people. So it's pretty easy for me to ignore people.
Anyway, I would sugest you go even if that person is going.
Well, it wasn't important. No need to obsorb it XD