I was going to make this a private entry but I didn't want the world not to know how I feel so, this is a public entry. Today was good. I wore my new clothes to school and got alot of "You look nice!"'s so that made me happy. Me and Cavell are going to cook next Thursday, we're broke so we're making cookies for our friends. On the way home we saw Mr. Bragg (Cassie's dad) outside and he called us (more specifically Cavell) over to him. He says Cassie wants to see Cavell and Nikki. He's going to take them to the hospital on Saturday or Sunday. No mention of me. Maybe Cassie forgot? Maybe she just doesn't want to see me. I don't know. I'm going to write a letter and make Cavell or Nikki give it to her. I'll apologize for whatever I've done and ask her if she wants to see me because I know I want to see her. I just feel really shitty. Was I really that horrible, to make her think I didn't care?