whoo. i love this song. it's really beautiful. if you actually read the lyrics in english it's even prettier but it's really long. a whole 5 minutes. anyways. i've been sitting here at the computer allll day today, listening to my songs and talknig to tyler. he's all wow and i just kept rambling. my legs asleep. anyways... i come online last night and teslin wants to kill herself. so after talking (and crying) for about an hour i tak her into going to the hospital to admit herself. she phones me today and says 'i couldn't admit myself because all the dudes went home' so i'm thinkin she's probably there right now. its good. i want her to be happy but to dead while doing it. music switch: Gravitation Soundtrack : Rage Beat (swoons) EEE!! I heart gravi. and the seiyuu's voice is so beautiful. i think i like shuichi's voice better then ryuichi's. when ryuichi's seiyuu sings shining collection god damn it's so fast! i can't even follow along with the lyrics!!! jeesh. anyway. (dances in her seat) as i told tyler earlier today i'm having fun with this. i'm going shopping on thursday cuz me and mah mom didn't go on monday. we were runnin low on the moula then. euch. nikki's going away soon and leanna is already gone. more sitting in front of the computer day after day for amanda. anyways. ew i woke up today went outside and got told by mom to go back instead cuz there were MAGGOTS!!! ew. but there kinda cute in a sick way. anyway. i like caterpillars so maybe thats where i get it from... Music switch: Gravitation Soundtrack: Shining Collection (swoons again) i so think ryuichi should be with tatsuha. you know i wonder why i bother writing this... (eye twitches from fastness) hehe i'm trying to follow along in the lyrics and talking to myself while doing it and the line is "make me shining hitomi ni kuchizukete" so i said 'ma-kay may' but then i realized it was english (distraught face) anyway. i've notices that in most japanese songs there is always some english in it. and it's funny cuz most of the time it doesn't make sense to fluent english speakers. hehe, anyways. i really have nothing else to say so i'm going to stay here and listen to my j-pop. maybe some HIM later on i'm in the mood. hmmm.. what else... Yellowcard? Maybe. Or blink. anyway.