MMmmkkkk. so there is only one girl for me. just one. her name is Madison. its like going on a really realy shitty vacation and walking back into your home, and u feeel like ya, this is where i belong. thats kinda what im feelin right now but better. i thought i was sad before, not being able to see her. and instead of doing something about it i just got frustrated and upset. but now i realize that i have to do something about it. she makes me sooo happy its time i give her something back. thats mainly why i quit the gonja /say what u will but i love that girl with everything i have, and im not just gonna let go this time, im lucky enough that shes still with me. ive just been making stupid fucking desicions. i guess i didnt understand the effect until now. shes the only one for me