Not a day goes by where I don't miss that feeling...
And as more days pass, I can not tell weather I'm getting closer or farther away

I have everything I could ever need... just not what I want and thats the way it goes.

I got my lil pup to keep me company now and I am sooo stoked. He's the best dog ever.

But it's odd... I have nothing to be stressed about:
I got a easy job that pays my bills
I got my own place
I get to look out my window and see the islands every morning.
No neighbors to keep me down
Business is picking up

yet I am still always soo stressed out. It might be one of the symptom of fighting my way upstream in life for so long. Maybe I need new motivation; refuel my ambitious tank... For that I need some inspiration. wish i had a bottle of that