but maybe , things will change. i dont feel like its me, although it may be. i wish the people that think that they know me, really knew me better. perception requires duality I took the Dante's inferno quiz to see what level of hell im going to. the eighth. of nine. and so begins my journey to repent my sins. but lately i feel like im already here. i guess the world can be like that sometimes. maybe im just not counting my blessings. either way, ive lost sight of the positive. i feel like i need to leave this place. meet new people. there's no love for me here. im fighting everyday. some fights are easier than others, but everyday. all day long. god will never give you more than u can handle. the choice is if you want to handle it. to try. im not sure its worth it anymore. i love life. i love everyone and everything. i just wish somewhere someone felt the same. 1 week 2days no smoking or drugs.