stupid fuckin april kicked me out for no god damn reason. oh well fuck em. im really not liking life right now. i dont know what i want to do. the only thing that i can thing of that i am actually good at is growin an sellin. im not really athletic, i'm mediocre at art and music at best. I can't think of what I would want to do for a Career. im starting to think lifes a shit and im a toilet bowl. I can't wait till this bud is outa my system n i can go apply somewhere. gym every day