I've been feeling so alone lately. I don't have anyone that I can count on. I can't count on my family, my friends take advantage, all these girls I meet are so synthetic. I don't need anyone to count on, but it's the fact that if I did... well, no one would be there. I want to get a job and a car but I don't really want to do it for myself; I feel like that's the only way you can get love. Sometimes I feel like a caveman who was just brought to the future.. looking at all the nonsense that I have survived so long without, but that others have grown so dependent. I just can't fit in