this year was my first 4th of july in ventura. I got all faded at the pad n went down to pierpont with the homies. i lost my camera. i lost my phone. so i walked home barefoot.. cuz all i had were my slippers... cut the shit outa my feet & hands. AWSOME. Im having a really hard time living here right now.. i guess that will be inspiration to move out. before i wasnt sure.. but now i think im changing into someone i dont like.. whatever gets me the fuck out of here. Why the fuck does every girl im with try to break me down?