Wow. the weakend really sucked. except for friday. friday i went over to devins and we blazed it. which i have not done in a long time. it was the first time i had been happy in a long time. saturday i was off ill condition and its was my nauni's b-day. and that sucked .cause all i did was sit in my room while the rest of my family watched western movies. and sunday. i found a wall in my room. and i stared at it. it was good. and yesterday. i escaped the confines of my room and went to the mall. there i was hangin wit devin, andrew nathan KC brooke and nick R and shannon. and that was horid. we walked to the salvation army and then brooke shannon and i walked back to the mall. where upon they left and alyssa and niki showed up. so i was hangin out with them till like 5:30. i do believe i drove them nuts. but hey. is what i do. Joey has made me see that I am used to to many things that are bad. and that i shouldnt be used to them. thank you Joey. uh...... i dont know what else to say. i feel like shit.i no longer wish to be here. but oh well. guess im stuck. thank you to all who make it possible