Listening to: Love Buzz - Nirvana
Feeling: spiffy
Hello.
My life has flipped. I was going to delete some entries in order for this one to make sence. But I decided not to for some THC reason.
Anyways. For all of you who dont know. which you probly doo. Im going out with Kiana now.
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AMEN!! God my dreams have come true. to the max. How am i ever this lucky. Thank god for bright eyes. Seriously. without this wonderful melodic mood setter, i would proly still be sitting here going "Fuck your a loser Glenn". God damn. after like, 3 years of intence........ wow.... i just realized....... i dont know what the hell im talking about. hmmmmmmm.... fucking THC..... ANYWAYS! Im not going to even bother writing all the things that ive done in that past couple weeks that i have not writen about. All i know is that i am happier than i have ever been (sorry to those that may hurt?).
I almost got drug tested the weakend after that of 420. !! thank god for poor insurance. haha . shit. anyways. ya. ive been doing a lot of meditating, and let me tell you..... that stuff really works. ive never felt more liberated and at peace and balanced. haha and i stopped wearing shoes! crazy stuff. which leads me to a rather interesting story of a day not long past:
I do believe that it was saturday when, Tom, Greg, Corey, and Shane Snow and I drove up to thousand oaks for some show so that they could score on some fine chicas. so we took a 2 hour drive up there. it took so long cause tom doesnt know his fuckin right from left. so we figure we could kill some time walkin around the TO mall. keep in mind im barefoot at this point. So you know. were walking around. and we decide to go on the escalator to get down to the first floor. i was barefoot. i forgot that detail at the time. so i didnt lift my feet at the end. anyways. i cut open my toe and scratched the shit out of my feet. so im just sittin outside the bathroom bleeding. and some girls walk by and say "eww thats gross! you should really wear shoes with all that disgusting stuff on the ground!". so im like. fuck you. and then like 30 seconds lator, some black guys walk up, see me bleeding and say "Thats why you should wear shoes you damn hippy!" . the guys that was funny and didnt let me forget it. so we go out into the parking lot and the concrete is reallllllllllly hot. so they get into the car and lock me out of it. with no shoes. so my feet are burning and they decide to drive off. so i had to wait till they finnaly came back and let me in. fuck some friends. hahah. anyways i wraped my toe up in a napkin as to not get an infection. then we get to the show, and i snuck in wearing Corey's socks. cause they proly wouldnt have let me in all bleedin all over the place. haha crazy shit. so the show sucked. it was odd project with some other emo bands. they were ok for a hardcore band. but like. we just hung out in this one room with the ping pong, pool, ice hockey, and foos ball things. that was a fuckin blast! that Corey guy is fuckin funny as hell. so yeah. Shane and i played foos ball with the guys from odd project. haha . they sucked at that game. so we finnaly leave. i have to be home at like 11 and we left at 20 min. till 11. but then we realize we need gas really bad. so we get it and tom sprays some alll over my foot. the one that was all kut. fuckin stupid. anyways. so now we only have like 10 min to get home. and were deep into thousand oaks, no where neer the freeway. but thank god for tom. he got me home in like 15 minuets. from fuckin thousand oaks!! he was goin like 80 the hole time. haha god bless that man. haha. so luckily i didnt get in trouble. haha even though my parents thought i was at the underground. haha . crazy shit!! like damn. hhaah anyways . thats my story. bitches. haha.
Much love, even though there are only proly like 2 people who read this.
Peace
--Victoria
why do you always blame it on the drugs and the music............................................................................................................................
much love, my white rabbit! ;)
*muah*
~Jess