I've come to find that order is only attained through the illusion of chaos. that is to say, without one the other does not exist. bad things happen a lot, but every now and then something good can come of it. But when you start trying to control what happens, you take a part of the ability to have wonderful spontaneous things to happen to you. 420 party at my pad this weekend coming up, my folks are going to Vegas to try to asses there marriage situation. I'm way stoked, hoping to see some old faces. After that I am done. No more smoking; at least for a while. I'm seeing more and more, some of the friends that I look up to and admire aren't really what I thought they were. I'm fortunate to be above water. When it rains it pours. Realizing that I'll never be alone as long as the sun keeps rising