So 2 nights ago i went to my first high school dance. it was horrable... they called my girlfriends parents because they thought she was drunk (hehe) and she was "dancing inapropriately". so I only got to see her fer like an hour. so that was horrible... then she called tom and told him to come get me. so i get in the car and she calles again and wants me to come over. but tom didnt have enough gas to get me ther. so he took me home. and now she thinks that i ditched her, and shes sooo pissed at me. which, makes me horrifically depressed. she me soo much to me. she is the reason i get up to go to school in the morning. shes the only thing keeping me in this town... but i dont think she really knows how much she means to me. she said something of great importance to me the other night, and i said it back, but im not sure if it was the alcohol or not... which sucks... i hope she ment it. so i get home, and my mom new i had been drinking. she was spying on me before the dance. what the fuck is with that. so not only does my girlfriend hate me but my parents caught me again... i realyl dont want to go to a foster home. that would suck. fuck im more scared about losing her. that would be the worst. i dont know what im going to do. i feel like shit, i feel like leaving but never coming back this time.