last night
becca and i could not fall asleep
and after all of this reminiscing
about my "childhood"
i realized just how much I really care
about my little brother.
hes a dumbshit stupidface sometimes.
but i really love him a lot.
not many kids can say that
about their siblings.
he really is a sweet little boy
and sometimes i think about
what it will be like when he gets his
first kiss
and the path he will take
and how he will change
and how he will be labeled.
i remember when he used to
have night terrors
and wake up screaming
in the middle of the night.
he would run around
not knowing what he was doing.
wow.
that was scary.
and i remember when he had
a spinal tap
in the hospital
because he had a siezure
when i was 5.
and i didnt really care.
i was just like
oh yay!
hes gone!
what a stupid brother,
i didnt like him much anyway,
he always cried.
well, i really love him.
i really really do.
the end.
p.s.
this made me smile:
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Listening to: placebo- you don\'t care about us
Feeling: devoted
Weird! I couldn't sleep last night either! Yeah, I'd like to see your brother in a couple more years...haha.
take care,
<3,
.shauna.
-ivy
-amy
aka the ruler of our mortal realm