Listening to: the sounds
Feeling: bouncy
i find things like this really weird and i dont know what to do or say...
he wants me to call or visit him at work?
what brought this on?
its a little funny that i was listening to the the one CD that reminds me of him last night. it was so hard to listen to...i almost wanted to smash something the feeling was so unbearably strong.
i dont really remember too much from that time we were together and i do know that i never really knew him. and he never really knew me.
and i think back "wow, i was such a little girl."
whats even more...i still am a little girl.
fin.
perhaps we have this crippling weakness to continously be little girls.