so i fugure why not. i love scott. and ive loved this site since dickety-two. ive been here for two years, why leave now? ........................................... its particularly nice with my dad not here. my mom actually bought decent food. but she went to vons and probably spent a lot of money. it always worries me so much when she spends money. i mean, its not like we have any. im afraid im going to wake up one day and everything will be gone. i cant really do much about it anyway considering i cant get a job and even if i did, i dont think i would contribute money towards the family or anything. selfish. school is almost out, thank god. im afraid of flying to missouri by myself. im quite curious about kansas city art institute however. i hope katrina goes with me. that would be nice. how come i only want to see him when its impossible for me to and then when i have the time, i lie straight out to him? and hes so trusting too. god, im such a bad girlfriend. ============================================ IIScoutsHonorII: i'm not trying to get in your pants theyreXautomatic: you promise? IIScoutsHonorII: i promise 100% theyreXautomatic: ok. thank you.