there is something upsetting me that shouldnt be. I just need to take a breath and get over it. sigh. some people are stupid and ill just have to accept that. at least i wasnt thrown into this by myself. riding in the car with laura and becca, ive never felt so free in my life. then i realized how lucky i am and how many people i care about. i am the only person, besides becca, who is allowed to ride with laura in her car. but becca is her sister. i guess im her sister too. i dont know what i would do without those two. theres someone that i wish i had become friends with sooner because he may be leaving quite soon. fuck high school drama, it always gets in the way. it was nice to just stick my head out the window for once and let the wind mess up my hair. it was dark, the stars were out and the only light was from the headlights. i didnt even care that i was drooling. thats what life should be like. sigh. i dont want to go back to school tomorrow. and there is a modest mouse song in a mini van commercial...annoying. and im seeing hot hot heat on september the 18. AND MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 9 DAYS!!! the end. P.S. pictures: me and chris and laura we had to hold that kissy pose for like 2 minutes. me and my brother own you... and FINALLY... me and my swing. happy moment captured.