you know whats stupid? the fact that i was told today that there was an incredibly beautiful thunderstorm last night. how come i didnt wake up? you know whats weird? the fact that the whole historic past of the teenage population of Ventura, California can be traced through sitDiaries. and all of them are connected in some weird, random way. you know whats true? i hate sentimentality and affection with a passion. if i could, i would murder them in a second, with a knife. stab. stab. i always do this to myself. STUPID. another thing, today, i talked to santos on the phone. weird. fin.