oh man oh man the wave of happiness that has just swept over me is unbelievable! i effing love you sitdiary and i really should have donated money...i was totally ready to mail it to scott and sarah. maybe i still will. anywho. trying to think of everything that has gone on since the site went down... yeah scott and sarah are my friendsters. take that bitches. ahem well...i have some kind of a date with dylan today. i need to call him. but first i need to go to target to buy that super cool jacket. yessss. ummmm its funny because i realized that a lot of shit that i have with people isnt even there anymore. I dont care. some people still have shit against me but i couldnt care less. thank you. hey...its not like im begging you to be my friends again, i never did that. once. as a matter of fact, im so much happier with you gone. byebye. becca was hilarious last night. she woke up this morning in a pile. and what sucks about that is she doesnt remember any of the hilarious things last night. like as to why her fingers are so cut up. and why there is ice cream everywhere. and her phone is out of charge. yes yes. fun fun. chandler and tyler were loud in the movie theatres yesterday but for once i wasnt embarrassed. it was funny. i love not hating people and having a good time with everyone. I dont know what it is but something feels different again. oh yes. my birthday was the other day. wittle zoë is growing up. how cute. car rides are the best. i am so full of love for so many people. especially the lewis family. and my art teacher. she inspires me so much i just want to scream and cry sometimes in that class. I look at other people and im like what the heck...why dont you get as much out of this as i do? i am making a zine. the end.