poop on my life. seriously. im really tired of it. im tired of having black hair. im tired of being noticed. im tired of being touched...i am not tangible, you know. i just want to be me again without all of those extra add ons. i want to be the girl who used to sit at home after school not getting her homework done because she couldnt put her book down. i want to be the girl who used to practice playing her violin on saturday nights. i want to be the girl who used to sit and color in coloring books, who won the coloring contests from supermarkets and who played with the dolls in her dollhouse early in the morning. i dont want to be this girl. this girl i am right now. fin