Listening to: hummmmmmmmmm
Feeling: conflicted
ChandyPantZ: but things have gotten even worse, somehow
feerovflite: ok
ChandyPantZ: and im just not at the point in my life where i can handle any sort of....
ChandyPantZ: relationship
feerovflite: i figured so.
i thought that it would be different.
we would talk like crazy and take walks on the beach and i thought it would be different. i never betrayed him, i defended him, i listened to him, he listened to me.
i said i would understand if he decided that his life was too crazy for a realtionship.
i would have understood.
i would have.
but i dont...now.
he did the one thing i hate.
i dont believe him anymore.
hes talking to me but i dont care.
yeah, fuck you chandler...youre not getting another chance.
you really do a good job at chasing people away.
wow.
im sorry that you suck at life.
"zoe, i love you to death, really...youre like the only person i have to talk to about things with"
looks like youll be talking to yourself for a while chandler.
goodbye.
i have so much to say
but i think you know what it is.
forget him.
hes a jackass, a lying son of a bitch.
full of crahp.
he isnt worth your time.
oh i love you.
support group!
kissy kissy
anyway. thank you.
and yah i know i am obsessed. VERY obsessed. im going to kiss chris carraaba one day. i swear it. haha.
i live in yorba linda.
your wyatts friend right?
colleen