this isnt fair. this is not fair. i am crying, why am i crying? i want so badly to belive that it can happen. i want so badly to fall in love with you but you dont know me. you know me as another "scene fuck", one who dated him. i am scared to call you. scared that you dont understand me like i thought. i look at what she wrote to you and jealousy wins me over. i am scared that your love with her is too powerful. that i wont stand a chance. i want so badly to believe that i have the ability to fall in love. with someone like you. this is true...i hope youre not reading this.