sometimes, zoe can be really big idiot... i mean, what did she expect? seriously. of course he was going to try to unbutton my pants. of course. the world knows hes a dirtbag... i just thought that maybe he would have asked first. i dont know, im just kind of disappointed because i thought that he was my friend. i never wanted to make out with him... way to be passive, zoe. well, i guess that im going to stay away from older boys for a while. except for one in particular, but i know for a fact that he isnt a dirtbag. so im kind of annoyed right now because i forgot it was an 8:50 day. fucking a. and on top of that its getting harder and harder to find shirts that will cover my arms that i actually like. i keep on forgetting about it. and i had to put a whole shitload of mascara in my part to cover up my roots. its gross and crusty. wow, i woke up in a bad mood today. argh. the end.