so im at the gym right now (hence me feeling active). so zoe.....is mrs. post's little pet. shes teaching me EVERYTHING and we are both staying after school to work on movies and such. i know yur jealous. im so happy right now.....take that bitches! happiness is something that i have not experienced in such a long time. i think maybe me regaining control of my life has made me feel a lot better. it makes my social life on weekdays dissapear, but if thats what it takes...i guess its better that way. my grades are getting better, i have time to go to the gym, time to read, and time to do all the art stuff i want. time to myself feels so good. im currently working on a series of self portraits. i can do anything i want with these things. im so excited. shaylah came to school at lunch today. i love her. dylan and evan think shes hot. along with EVERYONE else. im jealous. WOW BRITTANY IS GROUNDED AGAIN. this time for a month. wow....SUCKS. today it misted fuck you mist...your so weak... i want to see REAL rain so that i can really use my cute umbrella. the end.