whats right and whats wrong? they say that a person should know these things...but who the fuck invented right and wrong? it wasnt just there before we got here. it wasnt predetermined. its something that the human mind has created. but are humans to the world? nothing. if you watch beavers building their dams you probably consider it to be nothing. they are just animals, they are going to die and thats the end. their existence is pointless. but have you ever thought about how pointless the human exsistence is? How everything we believe in is man-made and how what you believe doesnt even fucking matter when you die? im sorry im atheist. tonight laura and i drove all the way down foothill road for 20 minutes straight. all the windows were down, including the sunroof. we were listening to godspeed you black emporer and i felt like i was in a movie. it was freezing in the car but i didnt care. so it was a 40 minute ride of nothing but pure beauty. and i have to say that i have gotten nothing but extreme inspiration out of it. my writer's block is gone. i havent written much in like 3 months but now i am so ready to write. its the renaissance. whoopdie doo for that. AND i finally remembered what ive been wanting to do for like, ever. and im excited about that. how could i forget? jesus freaking christ, what an airhead. i dont know what rock ive been living under for the past few months. but some little kid stumbled over it and its not there anymore. ohhhhh i know what litte kid it is... i wish i could get a hold of him. fuuuuuuck. the end.