i hate thanksgiving. i have to spend too much time with my family. and we are dysfunctional so its weird. and i will eat a lot of fattening but satisfying food. oh no. AND I CANT GO OUT ANYWHERE. why does my family even try, i mean its just awkward as fuck. so im sitting here all dirty and still in my pajamas. haha someone will have to sit across me like this at the dinner table. this holiday used to be fun when we lived in colorado and i actually had more than my stupid immediate family surrounding me. oh yeah, and when i wasnt WEIGHT OBSESSED. da da dummmmmmmmmm. i went to google dot com and they decided to decorate for the occasion. i think it would be a lot funnier if they changed it to GOBBLE for today. i am so witty. the end.