ohhh man this is the single most pathetic thing in the world. i am in indiana right now and finally just got ahold of internet access. i have to tell you... my little sewn up heart is beating about 492868496289462 times a second out of excitement!!! holy crap sitdiary im almost crying ive missed you so much!!! ok so my plane did not crash. my mommy made me take a dramamine (motion sickness pill) because my aunt said that it would calm my flight anxiety. well, it did calm me i was seriously paralized and i am never fucking ever taking that ever EVER again. and i still almost cried at takeoff but i was too drugged up to do anything about it. yeah so heres the facts: number of vintage dresses recieved from my grandma: 17 number of mosquito bites i have as of today: 22 number of cactuses in my grandmas living room: 1 number of cactus pricklies stuck in my hand: 482749872947892798742 oh man i hate it here!!!! i hate this i hate this please someone rescue me!!! stupid highland park indiana. never coming back here. EVER. I MISS EVERYONE!!!!! the end.