A.P. study group after school was slightly frustrating. sometimes the figure is so hard to work with. but a few of my compressed charcoal drawings came out pretty nice. Wyatt was next to me and i kept on sneaking peeks at his work. Ive never really realized this before, but our styles are so different. Sometimes I look at other people's work and get so jealous and try to change my work. Then i realize that my work is unique...and i dont want mine to look like theirs. Wyatt and I are art snobs. its fun. at least im not one alone. i want to be tiny and blonde and carefree again eating m&ms and gourmet popcorn watching sesame street and practicing my violin winning coloring contests wearing tights playing dress up reading books under covers i dont want anyone to take me seriously i dont want my opinion to matter id give all that up to have that innocense back. im one of those people who had a fabulous childhood. hot hot heat is tomorrow. that should be good. chandler is leaving for four days. yeah....SUCKS. blablablablaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa